Ah, by calling you crazy? I have not met a sane person yet. But I'm relatively young, I suppose there's still hope. *shrugs* I thought I was being complimentary.
In case you haven't noticed... as soon as you really start to get to know anyone, they get completely insane? If you read my journal I think you'd find a few things that would make you think I'm kinda fucked up. Heh. The more I read about all these supposed disorders of the mind, the more I wonder who's normal out there. The ratio of normal to "psycho" is getting amazingly out of whack here, and while some people are going to try and beat you down, I'd rather join you. So before anyone decides to get angry with me... take into consideration that I'm new at this, so don't be harsh. I realize I've got a lot to learn.
Hrmm, what else in that post could be insulting.. me saying I'm jealous? I know some/many of you might have gone through a lot of pain and trauma or abuse along to way to being who you are now. I would never try and make your struggles seem anything less. Part of the reason I'm jealous is because even though you live a different sort of life than I, as a whole many of you seem... content. At peace. Interested in yourself and your constantly changing selves. I envy you that. I am not happy.
I hope that clears some things up, if anyone wants to take a bite out of me still... well. I'm down with that. *wink wink nudge nudge*
thanks for the warning, I'll try to explain
Date: 2005-08-04 08:10 am (UTC)In case you haven't noticed... as soon as you really start to get to know anyone, they get completely insane? If you read my journal I think you'd find a few things that would make you think I'm kinda fucked up. Heh.
The more I read about all these supposed disorders of the mind, the more I wonder who's normal out there. The ratio of normal to "psycho" is getting amazingly out of whack here, and while some people are going to try and beat you down, I'd rather join you. So before anyone decides to get angry with me... take into consideration that I'm new at this, so don't be harsh. I realize I've got a lot to learn.
Hrmm, what else in that post could be insulting.. me saying I'm jealous? I know some/many of you might have gone through a lot of pain and trauma or abuse along to way to being who you are now. I would never try and make your struggles seem anything less. Part of the reason I'm jealous is because even though you live a different sort of life than I, as a whole many of you seem... content. At peace. Interested in yourself and your constantly changing selves. I envy you that. I am not happy.
I hope that clears some things up, if anyone wants to take a bite out of me still... well. I'm down with that. *wink wink nudge nudge*
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