What you describe, this System has that experience sometimes as well. It was a very previlant experience when the previous 'host' was attempting to hold herself together in front and over all others.
Now, in times of extreme stress or confusion, the system does sometimes feel that way again. The sense of self narrows to the person who is most forward, and vision, experience, seems to be channeled through them singularly.
Also, the inside place is sometimes inconsistent. In part due to the defense mechanism of singular sharing perhaps.
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Date: 2005-06-22 10:18 am (UTC)Now, in times of extreme stress or confusion, the system does sometimes feel that way again. The sense of self narrows to the person who is most forward, and vision, experience, seems to be channeled through them singularly.
Also, the inside place is sometimes inconsistent. In part due to the defense mechanism of singular sharing perhaps.
Thank you for sharing.