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multiplicity_archivesHello, it's Chris, again.
Ok, I took the advice of a lot of people and wrote down some questions that I wanted answered from Syn, and I put it in my room, where she could see it. (Was a little hard, cause I didn't want my parents to see it.) So yeah, I'm at work the next morning (not a busy day at all, thank God), and Syn wants to start writing answers. Do keep in mind that I couldn't think of really good questions to ask her.
Just for the record, my own responses to her answers are going to be in brackets -> [ ]'s Also, do keep in mind that these questions were already written down. She just went down the list and answered them.
Q. Why do you exist?
A. Because you exist.
[My fault. Should have asked a more specific question.]
Q. How long have you been around?
A. Since the beginning.
[Again, my fault. But I do think she could have added something there...]
Q. Why did you start talking to me Freshman year?
A. I have been talking to you since before then. You only remember it because that was when you were having a lot of trouble in your life, so you relate me to it. You don't seem to remember me before then. Let me give you a date. If I remember correctly, it was in August of 1992. If it wasn't then, it was around that time. Do you remember what happened back then? Think Whelie Ave. and Baron Cameron. Any thoughts driving through your mind? Ha ha ha.
[This explains a lot. Back in 1992, I was in a car accident at the intersection of Whelie and Baron Cameron in Reston. This guy ran a red light and slammed us from the side. My mom got molded to the door, my brother got his baby chair straps imprinted into his arms for a few weeks, and I hit my head...hard. Doctors said there was no damage, though, so I never thought much about it. We all came out of it ok, except for my mom who still has problems with her neck and back.]
Q. Why have I been able to hear you, but have never been able to talk back, and you hear me?
A. For a while, your disbelief that I really existed was a big factor. But also, you never tried to talk to me the right way. I can hear you every once in a while, but I refuse to answer someone who can't communicate correctly. You should focus on the one you are trying to speak to. You should not broadcast your thoughts. They become weak and are recieved only in bits and pieces.
[I have no idea what the hell she said. I am not telepathic/kinetic/whatever. I guess I'll have to figure this one out on my own.]
Q. Your thoughts and opinions on things find their way into my thinking a lot. Is this intentional?
A. I try.
[*sigh*]
Q. Why do you hate me so much?
A. Because I am everything you are not. I just try to shorten the gap, little by little. I have a lot more to say on this, but I'll save it for later. This is enough for now.
[You can bet that I'm gonna try and squeeze that information out of her at some later point.]
Q. What was your reasoning for your actions when you took control of me that one time?
A. Too long of an answer. I am getting tired.
[Dammit. Another question for a later time...]
Q. Any guarantee that it won't happen again?
A. No. We can find a way to work on that, though. I like freedom.
[Ok, we have a "no", but then the last part of her answer kinda creeps me out a bit, you know?]
Written by me: Thanks Syn.
Written by her: Oh, we'll talk later.
Feel free to post any questions, comments, suggestions (those helped a lot last time, thanks guys), anything.
Now, I must sleep. All-nighters suck. Being an insomniac sucks more. -_-
-C.J./Synthesis (Nighthawk: Zzzz)
Ok, I took the advice of a lot of people and wrote down some questions that I wanted answered from Syn, and I put it in my room, where she could see it. (Was a little hard, cause I didn't want my parents to see it.) So yeah, I'm at work the next morning (not a busy day at all, thank God), and Syn wants to start writing answers. Do keep in mind that I couldn't think of really good questions to ask her.
Just for the record, my own responses to her answers are going to be in brackets -> [ ]'s Also, do keep in mind that these questions were already written down. She just went down the list and answered them.
Q. Why do you exist?
A. Because you exist.
[My fault. Should have asked a more specific question.]
Q. How long have you been around?
A. Since the beginning.
[Again, my fault. But I do think she could have added something there...]
Q. Why did you start talking to me Freshman year?
A. I have been talking to you since before then. You only remember it because that was when you were having a lot of trouble in your life, so you relate me to it. You don't seem to remember me before then. Let me give you a date. If I remember correctly, it was in August of 1992. If it wasn't then, it was around that time. Do you remember what happened back then? Think Whelie Ave. and Baron Cameron. Any thoughts driving through your mind? Ha ha ha.
[This explains a lot. Back in 1992, I was in a car accident at the intersection of Whelie and Baron Cameron in Reston. This guy ran a red light and slammed us from the side. My mom got molded to the door, my brother got his baby chair straps imprinted into his arms for a few weeks, and I hit my head...hard. Doctors said there was no damage, though, so I never thought much about it. We all came out of it ok, except for my mom who still has problems with her neck and back.]
Q. Why have I been able to hear you, but have never been able to talk back, and you hear me?
A. For a while, your disbelief that I really existed was a big factor. But also, you never tried to talk to me the right way. I can hear you every once in a while, but I refuse to answer someone who can't communicate correctly. You should focus on the one you are trying to speak to. You should not broadcast your thoughts. They become weak and are recieved only in bits and pieces.
[I have no idea what the hell she said. I am not telepathic/kinetic/whatever. I guess I'll have to figure this one out on my own.]
Q. Your thoughts and opinions on things find their way into my thinking a lot. Is this intentional?
A. I try.
[*sigh*]
Q. Why do you hate me so much?
A. Because I am everything you are not. I just try to shorten the gap, little by little. I have a lot more to say on this, but I'll save it for later. This is enough for now.
[You can bet that I'm gonna try and squeeze that information out of her at some later point.]
Q. What was your reasoning for your actions when you took control of me that one time?
A. Too long of an answer. I am getting tired.
[Dammit. Another question for a later time...]
Q. Any guarantee that it won't happen again?
A. No. We can find a way to work on that, though. I like freedom.
[Ok, we have a "no", but then the last part of her answer kinda creeps me out a bit, you know?]
Written by me: Thanks Syn.
Written by her: Oh, we'll talk later.
Feel free to post any questions, comments, suggestions (those helped a lot last time, thanks guys), anything.
Now, I must sleep. All-nighters suck. Being an insomniac sucks more. -_-
-C.J./Synthesis (Nighthawk: Zzzz)
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Date: 2005-05-21 12:00 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-05-22 07:02 am (UTC)-Nighthawk
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Date: 2005-05-21 04:07 pm (UTC)Tabitha
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Date: 2005-05-21 05:26 pm (UTC)here, try giving her a present.
-first, mentally picture a place, a field/restaurant/joke shop/roman vomitorium.
-second, mentally picture something you would like to give her. a nice flower/box of chocolates/pink monkey/whirling rubber dildo
-third, mentally picture her. this could be hard, but do your best, if u picture her wrong u 2 can sort it out later.
-fourth, mentally picture her in the field/restaurant/shop/vomitorium holding your flower/chocolates/monkey/dildo.
-fifth, sing 'happy happy un-birthday to you'
there ya go. should work unless shes an overly serious fuddy-duddy.
I do this alot, but it usually involves a giant rubber mallot or some other wacking device.
be forewarned though. mental masturbation implies single parties. if theres more then one involved, it can quickly deteriorate to mind-fucking.
Candy o da Changelyng
Seriously though, get her on your side, or get on hers.
its soooo much easier when headmates get along.
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Date: 2005-05-22 06:49 am (UTC)I don't know what Syn looks like... And from what she tells me, she doesn't even know what she looks like.
Also, here's a good question: What do you give someone who's tried to kill you once before? I'd say restraining order, but that would be kinda hard to enforce. Even looking past that, I don't even know what she really likes. -_-;;
Love the suggestion, though. If I do find something she is partial to, I'll definitely give it a try.
-C.J.
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Date: 2005-05-22 06:55 am (UTC)Actually, um... come to think about it... I don't think anyone has ever given me a present before... The fact that I don't come to the front much doesn't help. -_-;;
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Date: 2005-05-22 06:58 am (UTC)Anything special you would want, Syn?
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Date: 2005-05-22 07:01 am (UTC)-Syn
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Date: 2005-05-21 05:36 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-05-22 06:51 am (UTC)-C.J.
Nighthawk says Thank you, too!
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Date: 2005-05-22 06:54 am (UTC)For the focus thing - assume you can talk to her directly. You're not yelling "Hey!" into a crowd and hoping a couple people look at you. You're saying "Synergy!" in a voice that'll be heard clearly, facing the lady, waiting for her eyes to meet yours. There's no doubt in your mind that she'll hear you.
Whether or not she'll choose to answer you is another matter. ;)
We feel with you on the insomniac thing right now. :P It is almost 3am here.
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Date: 2005-05-22 07:09 am (UTC)Heheh, when you say "Synergy", I'm guessing you mean Synthesis. :P Don't worry about it. THat is a good idea, though. Thanks for the input.
Right now it is 3am here. Insomniac thing is still going strong. I have found a natural way around it, though. Next time you're at Price Club, or wherever you can get vitamins and stuff, look for something called Melatonin. It's natural and makes you sleepy. Any questions about it, I can help. I'm just too lazy to walk into the kitchen and take one right now :P.
-C.J.