"Are we a system, co-concious by default, that cannot tell whether it is real or not? Or are we merely a deluded singlet, trapped in the reflections of its own false reality...?"
geezus. if you find out, let us know. That's something I've gone back and forth about for almost two years now... it seems like if I believe intensely in one, I'll just get thrown into the other... right now I'm of the "deluded singlet" belief about myself, probably going to blend into the former eventually... and back again... it's a rollercoaster, literally.
you mentioned being median... I sometimes wonder if that isn't the most difficult to be... you're not clearly one or the other. I sometimes wish I were just one or the other, so I don't go through this all the time, back and forth...
good luck with trying to find your answers. would love to know what you find out.
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Date: 2005-04-14 09:34 pm (UTC)that cannot tell whether it is real or not? Or are we merely a deluded
singlet, trapped in the reflections of its own false reality...?"
geezus. if you find out, let us know. That's something I've gone back and forth about for almost two years now... it seems like if I believe intensely in one, I'll just get thrown into the other... right now I'm of the "deluded singlet" belief about myself, probably going to blend into the former eventually... and back again... it's a rollercoaster, literally.
you mentioned being median... I sometimes wonder if that isn't the most difficult to be... you're not clearly one or the other. I sometimes wish I were just one or the other, so I don't go through this all the time, back and forth...
good luck with trying to find your answers. would love to know what you find out.