I'm confused. I don't feel like I CAN be okay without her. I think I would fall apart. I'm too attached to her that I can't even make myself make her go away. She defended us against our mom, she gives me rules, she motivates me to be better. I really want to be better. It would be unstructured without her and I couldn't live like that.
Re: not your best interest
Date: 2005-03-28 10:11 pm (UTC)I'm confused.
I don't feel like I CAN be okay without her. I think I would fall apart. I'm too attached to her that I can't even make myself make her go away. She defended us against our mom, she gives me rules, she motivates me to be better. I really want to be better. It would be unstructured without her and I couldn't live like that.
-Kat