April... last week of it, anyway...
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multiplicity_archivesSo I (UIL, you understand) went to the therapist I had been seeing almost regularly in 1994 when my life went to hell... things have gotten hectic, so I don't see the therp. as often as I used to. Now it's down to 'whenever the hell I think I can squeeze in the time'..
And I was talking to him about the events of 1994 - going suicidal, sounding so dead on the phone with a friend that she actually called the police on me, ending up hospitalized for 15 days or so... 3 of them in ICU-lockdown (meaning I was free but only in a little area)... and I am afraid that things will either happen again, or that I'll come to the realization that I probably should have died back then...
Oh, and did I mention that shortly thereafter was the RX? And that the entire mess went down in the last week of April 1994?
*sigh*
C.
And I was talking to him about the events of 1994 - going suicidal, sounding so dead on the phone with a friend that she actually called the police on me, ending up hospitalized for 15 days or so... 3 of them in ICU-lockdown (meaning I was free but only in a little area)... and I am afraid that things will either happen again, or that I'll come to the realization that I probably should have died back then...
Oh, and did I mention that shortly thereafter was the RX? And that the entire mess went down in the last week of April 1994?
*sigh*
C.
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