This scares me in ways I can't even begin to describe...I have fleeting moments of fearing this happening if the relationship between my other half and her boyfriend doesn't get better. I'm really worried that my other half will find a way to "get rid of me."
When I express that anxiety to my girlfriend, she (a singlet) will casually talk me out of the anxiety, since my system is the same as you've described yours.
- Not trauma based - Fully aware of each other - Doesn't fit the MPD/DiD spectrum - Doesn't fit the psychosis spectrum
My girlfriend often assures me that even if my other half puts us on medication, because I am a person, it wouldn't affect me in the same manner as the medication's intended: it "doesn't work that way with people"...
But it sounds like the medication you're on does take the others away? Does it leave you numb as well?
I honestly don't know what to tell you mate... Is the medication really something you have to take? Perhaps you could stop taking it?
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Date: 2013-03-19 12:04 am (UTC)When I express that anxiety to my girlfriend, she (a singlet) will casually talk me out of the anxiety, since my system is the same as you've described yours.
- Not trauma based
- Fully aware of each other
- Doesn't fit the MPD/DiD spectrum
- Doesn't fit the psychosis spectrum
My girlfriend often assures me that even if my other half puts us on medication, because I am a person, it wouldn't affect me in the same manner as the medication's intended: it "doesn't work that way with people"...
But it sounds like the medication you're on does take the others away?
Does it leave you numb as well?
I honestly don't know what to tell you mate... Is the medication really something you have to take? Perhaps you could stop taking it?