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Hey all. i don't post here often, mostly because i'm never sure what to say.

I'm certain this post will be rather incoherent. i'm running on zero sleep and my thoughts are a bit chaotic at the moment. Hard to put what i want to say in words. So i'll apologize in advance for my confusing/incoherent post.

Still in confusion about the whole DID/MPD/Multiples/Plurals thing. i mean i know the differences in them; i'm just not sure what i am. heh. my therp calls it DID because we're pretty sure i'm at least partially that. Soem of my Others were brought about by abuse/trauma and such. But soem within say that there are those who have always been there, inside, and aren't the same as them because they weren't "created" (for lack of a better word in my sleep.deprived state of mind) by abuse/trauma. So what does that make me? Can a person/people fall into more than one "category" (again, for lack of a better word).

i talked with my therp. about it, and he's not certain either. grand, hmm? Ah well. He says he'll help me figure it out if he can, and he's looking into websites and such on it. He has no personal experience with born Multiples or anything of that sort, but at least he's willing to help. He's grand and his sole intentions aren't just to integrate us, so yay for him.

i'm rambling so i shall end this now.

^v^Spooky^v^