Multiplicity

I don't have any idea if this will apply to your situation. We have a filter personality that is almost always in front of everyone else. She's a real person, but she's empty. Hmmm... how do I explain? Almost like she has a severe memory disorder. Most of the time We operate through her... she acts like a glove or a mask and smoothes out transitions and personality quirks that would make it hard for Us to pass as "normal" in the real world. But, in her limited consciousness way, she is aware. She thinks that whatever We think or do while working through her IS her, (Although her awareness is changing recently, she now knows about Us and is trying to come to terms with an identity crises of immense proportions.)

Anyway, a while back We all stepped back and left her in front, alone. It was a very strange feeling to watch her sit there with nothing, nothing going on. Bless her heart, I think it was actually kind of peaceful, although frightening.

I suppose there is a state of dissociation where no one at all could be in the driver's seat. I know there are times in my childhood unaccounted for by anyone in the system and I can only assume it was best for Us all to leave for a while. I've pondered the dilemma that if no one is present in the body, doesn't it seem like the body would, well, die? But you guys were present. Just not driving. Seems wierd that you had such a hard time getting back in. Hmmm...

Were you or anyone around you in danger because of this state of affairs?

Keep Us posted... hope your migraines get better. When is your next acupuncture appointment? (You guys get acupuncture, right?)

*hugs*