I came to the conclusion that I was median when I was in the middle of a very hormone-driven, visceral emotional situation, the sort of thing that tends to leave a person just physically drained afterwards because of all the chemistry involved, and I noticed something, a different brain-process engaged, and it was like the physical response stuff stopped. It was like the chemicals weren't there at all.
I know that the chemistry doesn't fade that fast, so the idea that there was someone else who didn't process the chemistry in the same way as who was there before was the only plausible explanation.
(I had been pondering multiplicity with regards to myself for a bit before that; this was basically the confirmation of something that I could not easily explain any other way.)
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Date: 2004-03-03 11:02 pm (UTC)I know that the chemistry doesn't fade that fast, so the idea that there was someone else who didn't process the chemistry in the same way as who was there before was the only plausible explanation.
(I had been pondering multiplicity with regards to myself for a bit before that; this was basically the confirmation of something that I could not easily explain any other way.)