Facing my demons

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As some of you know, I am very nervous about going home for the holidays. However I've packed, I've got a little bit of washing up to do and then that's it, I'm going to do it. My ticket is only valid for today, I can't back out now.
This is it.

Well-wishes and/or prayer would be much appreciated.

Edit: Thank you all for your support. I am now home, and doing much better than I feared. Ellen.