What is "the revolving door" Hi Its Shelby, From the Mosaic Gang At the party Last night we kept rotating fronting between the 5 main co fronters. This I personally found exshausting. We have shared between 3 at work and Tiea had made a plan that all 5 would get to see friends from various places that wee invited . But each timeI was bumped aside I felt sort of locked out and weak . Has anyone ever had a hard time getting back to the front once they volunterrily leave? When a plan has been made .One would think were" all in agreement so it would go smooth I found it scary we call this "getting stuck" or being"locked out The T alway s explains this is "the revolving door " snydrome ,when we keep changing . I did not like it cause each time I gave up the drivers seat I felt strangley lost and scared,that I wouldent not make it back . So I felt allot of co conscious panicking . Everyone today spoke of having the same hard time getting back . We were drinking wine and had had a few jello shots but werent at all smashed just a nice sociable relaxing buzz.. Does this happen often toothers or does this mean we are not as co conscious as we always thought ? There is know lost time among us It just doesnet feel cohesive cause of blocked or locked out moments. Thanks Shelby
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What is the Revolving Door really ?
Date: 2005-10-30 11:53 pm (UTC)Hi Its Shelby, From the Mosaic Gang At the party Last night we kept rotating fronting between the 5 main co fronters. This I personally found exshausting. We have shared between 3 at work and Tiea had made a plan that all 5 would get to see friends from various places that wee invited . But each timeI was bumped aside I felt sort of locked out and weak . Has anyone ever had a hard time getting back to the front once they volunterrily leave? When a plan has been made .One would think were" all in agreement so it would go smooth I found it scary we call this "getting stuck" or being"locked out The T alway s explains this is "the revolving door " snydrome ,when we keep changing . I did not like it cause each time I gave up the drivers seat I felt strangley lost and scared,that I wouldent not make it back . So I felt allot of co conscious panicking . Everyone today spoke of having the same hard time getting back . We were drinking wine and had had a few jello shots but werent at all smashed just a nice sociable relaxing buzz.. Does this happen often toothers or does this mean we are not as co conscious as we always thought ? There is know lost time among us It just doesnet feel cohesive cause of blocked or locked out moments. Thanks Shelby
Current Mood: ditzy
Current Music: Best of SherylCrow