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Er, hi there! I'm new, obviously, and I just recently came to the conclusion that we're multiple. Well, we all knew of eachother's existance, but what woke us up is when I, Bethany [Spaz], started to realize that something horrible happened to us in fifth grade, and Christina has told me what happened, but will not allow me to see the memories... says they're too much for me.
There are a few more than three of us here. Our body is 14, 15 next month, while Christina is 23 and Evelyn is ageless.
This isn't my true account, but this is the journal that Christina has ranted and raged in for a good few months, mostly about my girlfriend who she hates.
Question:
I have a girlfriend of seven months who I love with all my heart, and she's going through some tough times and she says that one of the reasons she is is because 'I'm not telling her anything...'.
How am I supposed to explain my being multiple without sounding like I'm full of shit? Plus, I'm not even sure if I am, even if it seems really obvious right now, but I've always doubted everything, even when Christina and Jade are screaming that it's true. And how do I tell her that one of us hates her? She's sensitive, so she wouldn't take that well, and last night Evelyn fronted and got totally confused while she was pouring out her soul to us, and Evelyn ending up crying because she didn't understand what was going on, and even told my girlfriend that. What was she supposed to think? I felt so bad.
But Christina really, really hates her and I don't know how my girlfriend would take that...
Help?