Rivvi and I are the only ones who have ever really imagined our inside. That sounds really weird, like you're imagining your guts or something. But both of of seem to have the same idea.
It's kind of a dark and grey place, like one big dark room. We're not sure how big it it. And in one corner is a light... or a few lights, or something. One of us is fronted. The others are sitting around the light. Or standing. Or pacing, or sleeping. We can talk to each other and the person up front. When I look in (which I've been doing a lot since I started writng this), it feels like everything is behind my eyes. And everyone looks like themselves, not like the body. (Kami is Asian and standing there, maybe pacing but every time I look at in he stops and smiles at me. Rivvi is sitting on the ground staring into space and has this really long hair... she changes what she looks like a lot.)
We're not sure if anyone else is beyond the light or not, or if that's where Alex went, or much else. Usually I can't remember what went on while I was inside unless I think really hard about it. I remember sitting on the edge of the light a lot, and watching what was going on or memories or dreams. I don't really care what the inside looks like because I can't remember it anyway. Having a house does sound like fun, though. :) I would like the ability to make my own room and put whatever I want in it. Maybe once we've figured out more, we can start building something.
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Date: 2005-03-21 01:37 pm (UTC)It's kind of a dark and grey place, like one big dark room. We're not sure how big it it. And in one corner is a light... or a few lights, or something. One of us is fronted. The others are sitting around the light. Or standing. Or pacing, or sleeping. We can talk to each other and the person up front. When I look in (which I've been doing a lot since I started writng this), it feels like everything is behind my eyes. And everyone looks like themselves, not like the body. (Kami is Asian and standing there, maybe pacing but every time I look at in he stops and smiles at me. Rivvi is sitting on the ground staring into space and has this really long hair... she changes what she looks like a lot.)
We're not sure if anyone else is beyond the light or not, or if that's where Alex went, or much else. Usually I can't remember what went on while I was inside unless I think really hard about it. I remember sitting on the edge of the light a lot, and watching what was going on or memories or dreams. I don't really care what the inside looks like because I can't remember it anyway. Having a house does sound like fun, though. :) I would like the ability to make my own room and put whatever I want in it. Maybe once we've figured out more, we can start building something.