That happens to me a lot. Depending on what's going on outside and inside, we kind of shift in and out of an integration of sorts. It was actually somewhat of a coping mechanism in middle and high school: a new front would be created who didn't know about the others, lived as a singlet for a while, then *pop*, everyone falls out again. Lather, rinse, repeat. I know what you mean about the emptiness, though--that longing is usually what causes the re-dissociation for me.
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Date: 2004-06-14 10:52 pm (UTC)