Fragmentation

[crystalseraph.livejournal.com]

Do any of you ever feel that you are breaking apart? Not in the sense that new people are splitting from you, but that you are blurry, undefined, unable to piece your thoughts and self together. You can't collect your thoughts, and your headmates can't reach you, even if you know they're trying...

I had one of those experiences today, and it is something I'm really not used to. We tried meditating, which helped a little, and am now getting food, which also helps. I feel disconnected from Tahl, let alone the others, even though we know there are no barricades up. Its quite frightening and disorientating.




Tahlhaz, as I see him now. Unfortunately, I can't see him right now because my brain is exploding. Click to enlarge.

Comments

[ksol1460.livejournal.com]

That sounds like a stress thing -- we've had singlet friends talk about that kind of feeling too, not just multiples, and we have had it ourselves, and sometimes it does affect communication. You've just gone through a heavy experience losing someone you thought cared about you, and having your own mother say some pretty horrid stuff. So it's no wonder. Advice, we don't have much, except for this: Anything that makes you feel more grounded and anchored to yourselves and reality. Do you have any music that makes you feel that way? Or places you could go? Otherwise, try what tej_agni said. Nice art. Could you make icons of you guys using your own pictures?

[crystalseraph.livejournal.com]

I'm intending to. :3

Becauase we are so new at this, we tend to stress out at anything that seperates us atm, which makes it harder than it already is.