Marijuana Moment (where all was understood)

[mercuryisme.livejournal.com]

I'm pretty stoned at the moment but I'll try to keep this coherent. I had a moment just now where I could understand how to break away two parts of myself, like mitosis of this one central being... I don't know if it would feel more like severing myself in half or burping... it makes me afraid to try it. It's like jumping into a big dark hole.

I'm actually a bit freaked out now... afraid to sleep, dream...

Marijuana is crazy. I need to think about this in a few hours for sure. You have no idea how much these few weeks in this forum have changed how I view myself.. my interior...

Comments

[karma-silenced.livejournal.com]

At first I thought this was posted in a drug community I'm in... but then I saw it was Multiplicity. :-P

If I was high and experienced that... I wouldn't be able to help but try it. I'm very curious and love to be afraid. I'd probably go back to that "place" when I was sober if I could and experiment/explore. Just to see what I could figure out about the mind. Whether that's useful or not is debatable.

The way I view my interior is influenced a lot by philosophy... and the way my mind is naturally.

[mercuryisme.livejournal.com]

Ugggh. Perks of being a wallflower.

That book just kills me. So sad...

[karma-silenced.livejournal.com]

I've never read it. XD

Am I still allowed to keep that icon?

[mercuryisme.livejournal.com]

FUCKER! no! you can't!!!!

my anger is just because of the drug, no worries... read the book, it's by stephen chbosky. doooo it.

[ksol1460.livejournal.com]

We can always see and experience one another more clearly when we're high -- on pot, DXM or what have you. Haven't found anyone new, however.

(Our first excursion on LSD, jason wandered front to check things out and spoke in his own voice. The friend we had sitting for us knew we were plural, but thought jason had "just been born". Erk. Took years to set said friend straight on that.)

If it's like mitosis, that would probably be more like burping?

[mercuryisme.livejournal.com]

I have no frickin clue what I was talking about back then...