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multiplicity_archives2006-07-17 01:55 am
wishingdolphin.livejournal.com) wrote in multiplicity_archives2006-07-17 01:55 am
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Greetings again...
Here we are, 2 am. Sarika thinks its a good time for us to post on this community. We've been watching for quite awhile. There have been lots of interesting questions and answers written about. We have two things to share with all of you. One of these are more questions, the other is of course our experiances (answers?). Feeling creative is good, so we shall try to communicate as accurately as possible.
Well... we apologize for the long post, we have to learn how to do cuts one of these days. (EDIT - Making him do that now... ~Sarika) *bounces to good music*
Good night to all of you out there who are enjoying this unique and complex way of living.
~Jadaira (typing) and Sarika (bouncing)
First off, for those of you who do not know who we are: We are two membered system, one male one female. Discovered and awaked for roughly two years now. Though we suspect we've been together for quite longer. Currently our belifes do not include reincarnation, walk-ins, etc. We simply think, that some people are not single by nature, and the magnitude of the human mind. Sarika (the female) in our system (such a tacky word in our opinion.. but alas..) tends not to front as often as I (Jadaira) the origonal personality. At the momment we are co-fronting, albeit both tiredly.
Questions:
1. Does anyone out there have trouble communicating on certian days with the others in their system?
2. How does one relinguish the front? I have trouble doing this, I find driving or doing something else repetative can help.
3. Do any of the members in any of your systems doubt the truth of others' claims to having some kind system thats totally different from your own? Does this throw you for a loop and make you step back abit?
4. What harms could come of people actually faking their DID,MPD,etc (to this community? themselves?)
5. How many out there consider their system (themselves?) to be healthy? before or after medication?
Experiances (our fav part :P)
1. As we mentioned before, there have been times when reading this community when Sarika heard of others like us.. but vastly different jumped up and pointed "faker!". (Shes alil less.. restrained. No offense to anyone in particular) From my POV, the idea that an alternate personality inside me thinks that the alternate personality of another is a farse.. is sorta fucked :P
2. Sometimes when I am typing for Sarika, or for myself. She tends to speak some of the words for me, and I loose them, not in thought, but rather in typing. I look up and find that the word isn't there.
3. Initialy our system only really existed based on, conflict. I only saw her when we conflicted in interest. We found that to be rather grating on both of us and have succesfully sorted most of that issue out. Though now I find that Sarika is only vividly clear when someone challenges her existence.. as if she can somehow front better when acknowledged (denial of existence is acknowledgement).
4. In general our system is very balanced, we do not fight (often). The only unbalance is fronting time. (we're workin on that one). We have however done some very balanced things. For instince, we find that if we front evenly enough (not like someone has fingers the other toes...) that we can both listen and read at the same time, and retain it. (ok fine we were bored in class... try it sometime with two good fronters)
5. DREAMS. These are fun... There now have been a number of cases, where I know we were both dreaming at the same time, however it seems that our body isnt capable of supporting two dream (realms?) at the same time, so we had to interact together. (Need more ram?) This is the first place where I truly saw what Sarika thought of herself. *laughs* Sorry I wish I could simply share some of the banter that She and I do... especially when I talk about embarasing moments XD
Questions:
1. Does anyone out there have trouble communicating on certian days with the others in their system?
2. How does one relinguish the front? I have trouble doing this, I find driving or doing something else repetative can help.
3. Do any of the members in any of your systems doubt the truth of others' claims to having some kind system thats totally different from your own? Does this throw you for a loop and make you step back abit?
4. What harms could come of people actually faking their DID,MPD,etc (to this community? themselves?)
5. How many out there consider their system (themselves?) to be healthy? before or after medication?
Experiances (our fav part :P)
1. As we mentioned before, there have been times when reading this community when Sarika heard of others like us.. but vastly different jumped up and pointed "faker!". (Shes alil less.. restrained. No offense to anyone in particular) From my POV, the idea that an alternate personality inside me thinks that the alternate personality of another is a farse.. is sorta fucked :P
2. Sometimes when I am typing for Sarika, or for myself. She tends to speak some of the words for me, and I loose them, not in thought, but rather in typing. I look up and find that the word isn't there.
3. Initialy our system only really existed based on, conflict. I only saw her when we conflicted in interest. We found that to be rather grating on both of us and have succesfully sorted most of that issue out. Though now I find that Sarika is only vividly clear when someone challenges her existence.. as if she can somehow front better when acknowledged (denial of existence is acknowledgement).
4. In general our system is very balanced, we do not fight (often). The only unbalance is fronting time. (we're workin on that one). We have however done some very balanced things. For instince, we find that if we front evenly enough (not like someone has fingers the other toes...) that we can both listen and read at the same time, and retain it. (ok fine we were bored in class... try it sometime with two good fronters)
5. DREAMS. These are fun... There now have been a number of cases, where I know we were both dreaming at the same time, however it seems that our body isnt capable of supporting two dream (realms?) at the same time, so we had to interact together. (Need more ram?) This is the first place where I truly saw what Sarika thought of herself. *laughs* Sorry I wish I could simply share some of the banter that She and I do... especially when I talk about embarasing moments XD
Well... we apologize for the long post, we have to learn how to do cuts one of these days. (EDIT - Making him do that now... ~Sarika) *bounces to good music*
Good night to all of you out there who are enjoying this unique and complex way of living.
~Jadaira (typing) and Sarika (bouncing)