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Oh something I kinda remember that confuses me a little....

One of the main resons Kitsu says she will not frunt is becose if she did she says she knows they wouldn't be able to get me back to the frunt again


The most I can remember is beign pushed aside some by my feral side as my ragefull anger trasfured to her and we kinda lost it a couple times, then i'm just kind shoved aside as she takes over and i gota calm her and myself down

so i've never realy been fully not in control and remembered it (though i think kitsu did some stuff once while I was sleeping)


So this makes me wonder...... whats it like when your not furnting, that kitsu thinks I would wana stay that way?