Losing Friends

[littlenephew.livejournal.com]

Hello. Since I am altogether new to LJ, I apologize if I've duplicated this post. I've read many of the community posts, and appreciate the thoughts expressed. Even through drifting in and out, and a general numbness, I've done my best to absorb those contributions.

The issue I'm working on presently is integration. I know I don't fully comprehend it, but I'm resisting the process in fear of losing my only friends. Those within. I know I must reconcile this, but I feel alone enough as it is, and the thought of losing my dearest ones causes me to feel empty, even just thinking about it.

I anyone can offer any insight and experience to helping me understand this, I will be most grateful. Sincerely yours.

Comments

[draegonhawke.livejournal.com]

[Khor]

Expedience.

You can try to redeem everyone and it's nice to think you can, but you get to a level of authority when it's not that person's job to redeem them, it's their job to fix the problem. So let the 'system members' reign in the troublemaker, and let them get help specifically to do that when it's needed, but somewhere along the line there's a man whose job it is to pull the trigger.

[draegonhawke.livejournal.com]

...and I'm pretty sure that by saying that he's not saying that it happens exactly as often as it should or whatever, but Khor is rather averse to making concessions within his point. <`´<