I chose to call myself Mercury for a reason

[mercuryisme.livejournal.com]

Hey, everyone...

From the user info page I thought I'd announce my presence here as a psych student, but I'm not interested in you people as guinea pigs... I have a seriously unorthodox fetish for the "crazies"... schizofrenia, multiples, furries, gender dysphoria... the people who don't belong, who feel out of place in their own skin, who are too much for themselves.

I wish I could live a thousand different lives sometimes, be the virgin and the whore and the child and the adult, the man and the woman. Being bisexual definitely raised some questions in my mind about whether or not I really wanted this female body of mine.

Don't be offended when I say part of me is jealous. But I guess you'd understand about "parts"... wouldn't you?

EDIT: I don't fetishize any of you, I have a tendency to use words offhand, I don't think about any of you or your friends naked in the shower to get my rocks off, I'm young, I'm dumb, I talk a lot, I would never in a million years dare to compare any of you to furries, or try to pretend any of you are anything like me, because that would be damn insulting, etc.

There.

Comments

[bell-silver.livejournal.com]

Eh...

you might be interested in me as a schizoaffective transgender multiple. But then, you've also got to realize what it looks like from this side. There's no guarantee I'll want to have anything to do with a random curious stranger on the 'net who fetishizes me without understanding me. That might just be me being jaded, but I get tired of people assuming I have no choice but to be their friend, to be used and thrown away (or clung to because of personal insecurity). Anyway, I'm here, but I can't help but be a bit wary.

Sorry about being blunt. I evolved to stand up for the system's needs regardless of protest from outside...

--Blaze^Halon

[mercuryisme.livejournal.com]

If you don't want to be my friend then I doubt I'd want to be yours either. Who wants to befriend a PISSY schizoaffective transgender multiple? Very few people.

[bell-silver.livejournal.com]

Yeah, thanks for calling me pissy.

[bell-silver.livejournal.com]

oh, right, and thanks for implying that no one would want to be my friend because I have qualms about befriending you.