I chose to call myself Mercury for a reason

[mercuryisme.livejournal.com]

Hey, everyone...

From the user info page I thought I'd announce my presence here as a psych student, but I'm not interested in you people as guinea pigs... I have a seriously unorthodox fetish for the "crazies"... schizofrenia, multiples, furries, gender dysphoria... the people who don't belong, who feel out of place in their own skin, who are too much for themselves.

I wish I could live a thousand different lives sometimes, be the virgin and the whore and the child and the adult, the man and the woman. Being bisexual definitely raised some questions in my mind about whether or not I really wanted this female body of mine.

Don't be offended when I say part of me is jealous. But I guess you'd understand about "parts"... wouldn't you?

EDIT: I don't fetishize any of you, I have a tendency to use words offhand, I don't think about any of you or your friends naked in the shower to get my rocks off, I'm young, I'm dumb, I talk a lot, I would never in a million years dare to compare any of you to furries, or try to pretend any of you are anything like me, because that would be damn insulting, etc.

There.

Comments

sExy with a capital E

[mercuryisme.livejournal.com]

Or maybe it's like when you feel fat one day so you stand next to an obese person person so you can feel good about yourself in comparison? *gasp*

No, it's not like that. Accusations like that have been made before, of using groups like this to raise their self esteem- "At least I'm not completely fucked up like those people in multiplicity..."

Yes, that's partly why I chose the word "Fetish" to describe my feelings towards this. I'm also just a really sexual person and I like words like that. My sexuality can be stimulated physically or mentally, and this forum is definitely a turn-on for my brain.

I know what real fetishes are. I'm well acquainted with them.

Candid is also a really good word, it reminds me of green eyed people. My favorite word, though, my very very favorite- catalyst.

Re: sExy with a capital E

[ksol1460.livejournal.com]

I am a cat -- cat -- catalyst
A name that might sound strange,
But a catalytic agent
Can cause a chemical change!

"Just watch her dance and you will see
That what she says is true!"

So turn on your Bunsen burners, boys,
And let me act on you!

-- MAD Magazine
"How to get educational info into everyday life"

Re: sExy with a capital E

[mercuryisme.livejournal.com]

Hah, that's great. Thank you.