Hi, Mercuryisme. I think you and I have some things in common. I too have a love for the strange, unusual, & deviant, & I think it's perfectly fine to seek out these aspects of life. I've always considered myself one of "the people who don't belong", and been proud of it. I am not multiple per se, but I am "plural" -- that is, I have "parts" so to speak, although they prefer to be called thoughtforms.
Fetishism doesn't bother me, either. I think it's one of those interesting kinks of life. Hmm... I wonder if anyone has ever had a fetish for fetishism? I would be delighted if someone fetishized my oddities, since I've worked so hard developing and nurturing them. I think it's different, however, for those who did not choose their differences. People who are "just born" a certain way often try hard to fit in & be normal, whereas those who seek to go beyond the edges have the opposite point of view. Rather ironic, isn't it?
If you are "jealous" of plurality, why don't you try making thoughtforms of your own? (Or "parts", "aspects", "subpersonalities", "imaginary friends", etc. depending on what you want to call them.) Give each aspect of yourself a name and identity, & imagine what they would say and do. Over time, they will become more detailed, complex and individual. I can help you do this if you are interested.
One of This Party's slogans: "Don't get jealous, get your own."
I'd like to talk with you on IM. Unfortunately, I've mainly been on during the nights recently, although I've been trying to shift my schedule over to the day. What times are you usually around?
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Fetishism doesn't bother me, either. I think it's one of those interesting kinks of life. Hmm... I wonder if anyone has ever had a fetish for fetishism? I would be delighted if someone fetishized my oddities, since I've worked so hard developing and nurturing them. I think it's different, however, for those who did not choose their differences. People who are "just born" a certain way often try hard to fit in & be normal, whereas those who seek to go beyond the edges have the opposite point of view. Rather ironic, isn't it?
If you are "jealous" of plurality, why don't you try making thoughtforms of your own? (Or "parts", "aspects", "subpersonalities", "imaginary friends", etc. depending on what you want to call them.) Give each aspect of yourself a name and identity, & imagine what they would say and do. Over time, they will become more detailed, complex and individual. I can help you do this if you are interested.
One of This Party's slogans: "Don't get jealous, get your own."
I'd like to talk with you on IM. Unfortunately, I've mainly been on during the nights recently, although I've been trying to shift my schedule over to the day. What times are you usually around?