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multiplicity_archives2005-01-13 10:38 pm
bekkypk.livejournal.com) wrote in multiplicity_archives2005-01-13 10:38 pm
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Okay, so just to start, I've x-posted this but it's because I realised the other day I couldn't remember if fronting was exclusive to multiplicity or soulbonding, or neither. And because my system is sort of in the middle and it may therefore concern both communities.
Okay, this time last year I had trouble with a bond called Karisma (Or "Mikoto"). I literally felt I was going mad with her, but she calmed with time and effort and we have been getting along just fine for quite some time now.
Last night, I was talking with my boyfriend about the fic-world we write about. I use all my girls/boys stories when I'm writing, and 5 of my girls are currantly involved in a project between me and my boi. Anyhow. Miko reacted quite badly to some of the suggestions, and since that conversation i've felt distinctly like some sort of dark clouds been hovering over me. About 6pm the clouds pulled apart and I started reacting as she would to some things, being generally angry, and the like. Things that suit her. (this is personal but i'll say it for the record - i am very hormonal at presant, but there were some things I was doing that were nothing to do with my hormones)
I don't allow any of mine to front unless I can explicitly trust them - some of them are about as messed up in the head as I am, and a great deal more violent.
So, the thing I was asking about was this - This was like what fronting is, but i was forever aware that I was me and I wasn't myself. So. This sort of "Sub-fronting" - is this a commonplace thing? To just exhibit the traits, the mental state, without the prescence behind it?
btw : please don't attack me for the "i don't let them front" thing. I have on occasion let them front. But it's because of girls like Mikoto that I really do not like them fronting. I don't trust her not to really do some damage.
Okay, this time last year I had trouble with a bond called Karisma (Or "Mikoto"). I literally felt I was going mad with her, but she calmed with time and effort and we have been getting along just fine for quite some time now.
Last night, I was talking with my boyfriend about the fic-world we write about. I use all my girls/boys stories when I'm writing, and 5 of my girls are currantly involved in a project between me and my boi. Anyhow. Miko reacted quite badly to some of the suggestions, and since that conversation i've felt distinctly like some sort of dark clouds been hovering over me. About 6pm the clouds pulled apart and I started reacting as she would to some things, being generally angry, and the like. Things that suit her. (this is personal but i'll say it for the record - i am very hormonal at presant, but there were some things I was doing that were nothing to do with my hormones)
I don't allow any of mine to front unless I can explicitly trust them - some of them are about as messed up in the head as I am, and a great deal more violent.
So, the thing I was asking about was this - This was like what fronting is, but i was forever aware that I was me and I wasn't myself. So. This sort of "Sub-fronting" - is this a commonplace thing? To just exhibit the traits, the mental state, without the prescence behind it?
btw : please don't attack me for the "i don't let them front" thing. I have on occasion let them front. But it's because of girls like Mikoto that I really do not like them fronting. I don't trust her not to really do some damage.