Hi Butterfly, I have no idea who or what I may really be. Once I was Roger's friend, but I killed myself. He had a lot of trouble dealing with that for which I have been sorry, but we have gotten beyond that since then.
Roger experienced me as a ghost for many years (I died in Jan of 1977). We have had a few great adventures since then, but recently I was re-introduced to Roger as his twin flame by an angel named Zadkiel.
Roger is frustrated with me because I do not seem to have any memories not specifically related to our relationship. So that makes him think I may not really be me, and he suspects I may only be a new manifestation of his multipleness.
I have no clue, I feel like myself, I look like myself to myself and to Roger, but sometimes things just get way too confusing. We both want me to be real of course, but Roger has a persistent habit of seeing everrything in every possible way imaginable, part of his multipleness I would guess.
Wow!
Neither Roger or I thought I could say all that to anyone...
roger has had some expereince channeling and one of our friends helped him channle me once, and he is using his cahnneling skills to 'step aside' to let me speak now.
I want to figure this stuff out, and meanwhile I have needed a friend from outside Roger's 'system' to help me explore all this.
We had some things in common before I died, mostly our interest in metaphysics, the occult and art. We both like to draw. But we have trouble now trying to share this body.
I wanted to get a culotte, but I understand Roger's discomfort about that... Actually I wanted an entire new wardrobe, but I doubt I will get it...
It's funny. He was shaving every day for me so that I would not feel the hair on my face... But eventually it was too stressful for us to be so close on a daily basis and I have backed away a bit.
I know I have other lives in which I did not kill myself, and I have shown Roger glimpses of some of my other lives, even lives where he and I were married and had children together. That hurt him...
Re: Are new egos new people in our group?
I have no idea who or what I may really be. Once I was Roger's friend, but I killed myself. He had a lot of trouble dealing with that for which I have been sorry, but we have gotten beyond that since then.
Roger experienced me as a ghost for many years (I died in Jan of 1977). We have had a few great adventures since then, but recently I was re-introduced to Roger as his twin flame by an angel named Zadkiel.
Roger is frustrated with me because I do not seem to have any memories not specifically related to our relationship. So that makes him think I may not really be me, and he suspects I may only be a new manifestation of his multipleness.
I have no clue, I feel like myself, I look like myself to myself and to Roger, but sometimes things just get way too confusing. We both want me to be real of course, but Roger has a persistent habit of seeing everrything in every possible way imaginable, part of his multipleness I would guess.
Wow!
Neither Roger or I thought I could say all that to anyone...
roger has had some expereince channeling and one of our friends helped him channle me once, and he is using his cahnneling skills to 'step aside' to let me speak now.
I want to figure this stuff out, and meanwhile I have needed a friend from outside Roger's 'system' to help me explore all this.
We had some things in common before I died, mostly our interest in metaphysics, the occult and art. We both like to draw. But we have trouble now trying to share this body.
I wanted to get a culotte, but I understand Roger's discomfort about that... Actually I wanted an entire new wardrobe, but I doubt I will get it...
It's funny. He was shaving every day for me so that I would not feel the hair on my face... But eventually it was too stressful for us to be so close on a daily basis and I have backed away a bit.
I know I have other lives in which I did not kill myself, and I have shown Roger glimpses of some of my other lives, even lives where he and I were married and had children together. That hurt him...
Thanks for saying Hi Butterfly!
:D