I know what you mean. Some times I wish things were normal to. I wish this body matched me and I wished I didn't have to share it. I love every one else here with me but I wish I could live my own life separate from them some times when I'm here. I want to do my own things. It makes me sad that I can't do that. This is why I don't come here that much because I feel like I'm trapped in this body. I might not mind it that much if most every one else in this world were the same and understood what its like but it isn't like that. I feel like I have no one to talk to about it. I don't want to say that it hurt me but it does. I try to act grown up and say most things don't bother me but I don't tell people that inside I feel sad. I haven't been sleeping good either.

Kalli