Just a note about that kind of drug (I assume you know this part, but for anyone else who might be reading): if you *do* take it just on an 'experimental basis,' you still have to be careful about tapering off. Antipsychotics/neuroleptics can actually make you feel crazier while you're in withdrawal than you did before you were prescribed them. (And then some doctors will say "Well, this proves you need it" and put you back on...)

We can't take those kinds of drugs at all, ourselves. They make our sensory input really fragmentary, and do bad things to our in-system communication. (Not in the sense that we start losing time, but whoever is out front can't talk to anybody who is not at front.)