Hey dude!!
No it don't matter! Are you a multiple?
Now I'm gonna try to understand this!
I don't know how to encourage in any way cuz I was in love with the "host".
However, I could've easily seen my self in love with some of her "alters". So when they integrated or left I was somewhat sadened!
Its imposible to find another person who's the same!!
Peace Blindgod and the best of luck with getting through!