We're able, under most circumstances, to co-front like that... But it's really hard for me to let that happen when we're in a performance situation. I try to keep everything "under control" (mine) by attempting to stay front all the time, because I don't feel like I have any control of the situation when we're co and I don't know who's controlling what or how everything's working.

And yes, for whatever reason, it seems that learning to accept being multiple is gonna take me a long time. *sigh* Stupid me. ><

Thanks for the well-wishing, and good luck to Lisa, too.