Okay, let me step back for a moment and say this with as much delicacy and serenity as I can manage.
At this point in my development, I am a judgemental, mouthy bitch. It's not me insulting myself; it's just who I am. I have a bad experience, therefore anyone thereafter I meet who says they are whatever it was, is instantly lumped in with the first moron who pissed me off.
Now. I have struggled with this issue, and had and continue to have difficulties, especially with the crossover to the otherkin community, and let's just say I Have Issues on that score. Remember, negatively-centered judgemental bitch with a poking stick. I'm trying to be a better, more open-minded person, but right now I really do have a mind like a steel trap--concepts keep falling in and getting mangled.
Therefore, the one time I actually find a conceptualization that works for me, that allows me to back down from these sorts of conversations, and just get over everything at last...and you want to drag me back to figuring everything out step by step and condemning people?
Really? That's what you're saying? Because, honestly, I was very happy in my ignorance and had started to sit back and think nice, comforting "That's that, then" thoughts.
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Okay, let me step back for a moment and say this with as much delicacy and serenity as I can manage.
At this point in my development, I am a judgemental, mouthy bitch. It's not me insulting myself; it's just who I am. I have a bad experience, therefore anyone thereafter I meet who says they are whatever it was, is instantly lumped in with the first moron who pissed me off.
Now. I have struggled with this issue, and had and continue to have difficulties, especially with the crossover to the otherkin community, and let's just say I Have Issues on that score. Remember, negatively-centered judgemental bitch with a poking stick. I'm trying to be a better, more open-minded person, but right now I really do have a mind like a steel trap--concepts keep falling in and getting mangled.
Therefore, the one time I actually find a conceptualization that works for me, that allows me to back down from these sorts of conversations, and just get over everything at last...and you want to drag me back to figuring everything out step by step and condemning people?
Really? That's what you're saying? Because, honestly, I was very happy in my ignorance and had started to sit back and think nice, comforting "That's that, then" thoughts.