Neverland

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I had lots of dreams last night and a song running thorugh my head, mommy helped me with it a little too -

My name is not really Wendy but I do not remember my name. And I do not know what happened to Peter Pan - well nto really Peter Pan I think he was a boy mommy used to know named Robert. They played as kids and a glitter patch was the entrance to NeverNeverLand tehe :)

But I do not know much - my mind is all confused. I get to play lots which is fun and I do not always like being around when mommy or Corda or Jecklen are thinking (he does not like me calign him daddy) But then I have no mommy or daddy, I am kinda like a lost girl.

Probably why my dreams are liek they are. Although flying is fun :) I think I am like a lost girl - no parents and wandering around and wondering about everything and scared too a little. Soemthing feels like it is missing - someone - and I still do not know my name.

But I had fun today too!! I got to be out for hours and hours this morning and sing a lot and dance around and play with the kitties and pick out a pretty dress for the danec we went to (the dance was kinda boring, I was out for a while but had to be careful cause mommy's mother kept looking at me and I was afraid.


The stars aren't out tonight
And it's only a pale moon
The second star to the right
Will have to wait
Memories of mermaids
Swimming in a deep lagoon
Someone put my hair in braids
And I was happy

Some backwhen I knew how to fly
Some backwhen I had a home
Maybe treebark and mushrooms
Cannonfire in the air
Fairies dancing rainbows
And a special friend was there
Someway backwhen in NeverNeverLand


I'm the lost girl of Neverland
Chasing after Peter Pan
Who's lost in the charms of mother Wendy
I'm the lost girl of Neverland
Praying for my Peter Pan
Who's flown off again to rescue Wendy

The once bright stars are fading
Though I see them through the clouds
Why am I still here waiting
For a sign?
A warm hand in mine
As we ran through fields of flowers
We had mastered father time
And we were happy

Some backwhen I knew how to dream
Some backwhen I could truly soar
Maybe magic and stories
War dances round the fire
Medicine in lillies
There was no unfilled desire
Someway backwhen in NeverNeverLand


I'm the lost girl of Neverland
Chasing after Peter Pan
Who's lost in the charms of mother Wendy
I'm the lost girl of Neverland
Praying for my Peter Pan
Who's flown off again to rescue Wendy

I believe in fairies
But do they believe in me?
Does NeverLand remember
A longlost girl running free?
What have I forgotten?
Who's the friend I left behind?
Fading laughter in the distance
Laughter warm as it was kind

I'm the lost girl of Neverland
Chasing after Peter Pan
Who's lost in the charms of mother Wendy
I'm the lost girl of Neverland
Praying for my Peter Pan
Who's flown off again to rescue Wendy


Will I ever find my NeverLand?
Will I ever find my Peter Pan?
And why in my heart do I hate Wendy...






mommy helped a bit with it as far as finding words that rhymed and stuff but the chorus I made up last night when we were all sleeping (and jecklen got annoyed with it tehehehe)-

I know my name is not Wendy and who I lost was not Peter Pan and if I am from somewhere it is not NeverLand but why do I miss a story so much?

And why did I name myself after the girl in the story that for some reason I dislike? I mean she was not mean or anything...

Maybe cause she left Peter Pan, and grew up. Not that growing up is bad I guess.

But she left Peter all alone.



~Wendy