Hi, we were members of this community before, now we have a journal for the whole system to use.
So... Here's my dilemma, and I'm hoping maybe some of you have a thought or two to add that may help.
Basically I drove away two members of our system, Sweetness and Shay, and now they're living with my soul-sister. Before she left, Shay made me a new place, like a pocket universe, where I can go and pretend I'm not a multiple. Those were her words.
Anyhow, I've been thinking about integration lately. Not sure how that would affect Sweetness and Shay, but for everything and everyone else. I'm not sure I could even do it, but everyone would have to agree to it. I wouldn't even try if not everyone agreed. I think that would be cruel... I just wish things could be back the way they were before everyone came forward and there was no 'we'...
My soul-sister and I were chatting and she suggested that they could get quieter for me and go further back into the inner world. That might work, but a while back when I inadvertently put up a barrier around myself (same issue, different response) things got icky...
I have no idea what to do.
Anyone else ever deal with anything like this?